Thursday, January 2, 2020

Little ms sunshine

Oooh... to you, who became an adult

Hey, little ms sunshine, you're shining
Why don't you notice it?
Hey, little ms sunshine, I'm shining

In the evening, I walk back home to the train station
I watch my classmate who seems in high spirits quite far away
I still can't tell about my dream to anyone
Alone, I fight, shed sweat and tears

Hey, little ms sunshine, you're shining
Why don't you notice it?
Smiling like a warm sunlight through trees
Little ms sunshine, I'm shining
I wonder if I'm fit for being the main actress
in this story

Hey, the grown up me, what are you crying about?
It's supposed to be a lot more fun than I imagined
From the other side of time, I'm there, close
"I wonder what will I become when I grow up?"

Every night, I can't sleep until it's late,
my head is full of thoughts
As I do this, I wonder if someone I don't know
is moving on with his or her life
Because I'm scared, I can't even watch the TV,
but I can't tell that to anyone
"Anyhow, it's pointless" - those words don't disappear
But I can't say that I will stop here
The teachers make faces like they understand,
but the truth is they don't understand even a bit
I don't want to become like the grown ups
who just walk amidst the road aimlessly
Before I learn how to give up, how to be shoddy,
and how to lie; she appears - myself from that time

Remember me, someday in the back street
That I longed to see the world
Remember me, the places where I wasn't able to go,
you're supposed to be able to go, right?

Hey, do you remember me?
If you take a peek in the mirror, you can remember
I spent days not caring about how people perceive me
Why are you making such a tired face?
What is it so worth crying about?
You're always so angry and irritated
Even if you hurry alone, it won't start
The cakes mom made, and the stories dad told
This world has even more wonderful things,
for sure, hidden in it
If the day when I can fly comes,
I should try my best, and it'll be okay
If I say "Ah, it's good", then there is surely something
out there that I can find immersive

Hey, little ms sunshine, you're shining
Why don't you notice it?
Smiling like a warm sunlight through trees
Little ms sunshine, I'm shining
I wonder if I'm fit for being the main actress
in this story

Believe in me... I become strong
and walk little by little
whilst I grab the things I want,
one by one

Hey, the grown up me, what are you crying about?
It's supposed to be a lot more fun than I imagined
From the other side of time, I'm there, close
"I wonder what will I become when I grow up?"

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