Thursday, January 2, 2020

なみだの日 — Namida no Hi

Making myself busy, making myself busy
In order to not make any gaps, just doing one thing after another
Making my mind busy, too
All in order to not think of that person...

If you stop now I'll cry just like a baby
So don't stop, buddy
One day I'll love somebody who is not you as deeply and strongly
But I don't want to erase that I fell in love with you
so I'll clench my teeth, look upward,
I won't rest at all, so much so that I don't have time to cry

During the time when I fell in love I was always in high spirits
Even if we weren't together I thought that you were thinking of me
Whenever we'd walk in the city I would be proud that I'm not alone anymore
My heart was shouting to the point where I wanted to tell everyone
"my boy is so perfect, he is the one!"

The truth is that even if I realized even a bit somewhere in my head
that a day like this would come, I just wanted to keep on dreaming
It's the bottom of my life, there will be no more painful days than this
So let's get over today, rather than spending the time alone

If you stop now I'll cry just like a baby
So don't stop, buddy
One day I'll love somebody who is not you as deeply and strongly
But I don't want to erase that I fell in love with you
so I'll clench my teeth, look upward,
I won't rest at all, so much so that I don't have time to cry

I imagined our futures from now on,
I feared that the day will come where there
isn't anything else to think about to fill in the free time

The truth is that although I realized even a bit somewhere in my head
that a day like this would come, I just wanted to keep on dreaming
It's the bottom of my life, there will no be more painful days than this
So let's get over today, rather than spending the time alone

If you stop now I'll cry just like a baby
So don't stop, buddy
One day I'll love somebody who is not you as deeply and strongly
But I don't want to erase that I fell in love with you
so I'll clench my teeth, look upward,
I won't rest at all, so much so that I don't have time to cry

The day when you left right in front of me,
I was scared and scared, like a newborn baby
it felt like my body was shrinking
I didn't know how to breathe
If I stay this way I'll suffocate, I'm left without strength to breathe in
When you left this world was filled with useless things

There are still things I want to say, and things I want to give you,
I want to tell you things I saw today, without you there's no meaning
But still there is world out here, and there are things I want to do
More than before I want to live on by appreciating myself

If you stop now I'll cry just like a baby
So don't stop, buddy
One day I'll love somebody who is not you as deeply and strongly
But I don't want to erase that I fell in love with you
so I'll clench my teeth, look upward,
I won't rest so I won't have time to cry

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